Lucille would never understand me because I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.
Dean was having his kicks; he put on a Jazz record, grabbed Marylou, held her tight, and bounced back against her with the beat of the music. She bounced right back. It was a real love dance.
We roared into New York, swerving on ice. I was never scared when Dean drove; he could handle a car under any circumstances. The radio had been fixed and now he had wild bop to urge us along the night. I didn’t know where this was all leading; I didn’t care.
He saw a ‘49 Hudson for sale and rushed to the bank for his entire roll. He bought the car on the spot. Ed Dunkel was with him. Now they were broke. Dean calmed Camille’s fears and told her he’s be back in a month. ‘I’m going to New York and bring Sal back.’
We packed my brothers furniture in the back of the car and took off at dark, promising to be back in thirty hours- thirty hours for a thousand miles north and south.
Suddenly I found myself on Times Square. I had traveled eight thousand miles around the American continent and I was back on Times Square.; and right in the middle of rush hour, too, seeing with my innocent road-eyes the absolute madness and fantastic hoorair of New York with its millions and millions hustling forever for a buck among themselves, the mad dream - grabbing taking, giving, sighing, dying, just so they could be buried in those awful cemetery cities beyond Long Island City.